outroduction

Sep 21

outroduction

Posted by taC on

as long as you are not at my playground i just can sing

well i'm a one man band
nobody knows nor understands
is there anybody out there wanna lend me a hand?
to my one man band...

this is it!

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game over... unfortunately...
oh I forgot cologne.. but I think that's not right, too

ok Stare
last possibility/chance!

paris and hmm city in france with "L"
and frankfurt

well, let's see... come on shoot!

ohh.... not a happy face
then it's not a happy day...

how often can I try?
its important to know...

Stare

oh... and..
happy birthday rainbow

try again!

amsterdam

Could you please explain to me how you could answer after a second and then not answer at all?

*mumble mumble...where was that?*
*maybe if i try I guess..*

*mumble mumble...where was that?*
*maybe if i try I guess..*

yes but you did not answer

haha

you're definitively a new honorary member of my stalker club

You said Europe...
very very easy!
where in Europe? Europe is very big, the world is not so small...

I understand fear of love
do you think you are a philophob person?

no I have no idea.
share?

you still dress sunglasses...
I think it's unfair.

doesn't matter "how in love" ,was just a gloss
I was on ground zero and matched with my fantasy..

<a href="http://www.phobiafears.com/phobia/philophobia-fear-of-love/" title="http://www.phobiafears.com/phobia/philophobia-fear-of-love/">http://www.phobiafears.com/phobia/philophobia-fear-of-love/</a>

Ok let's say that it was partially true... :]
The truth is that I've been waiting for your answer and I got deceived by the fact you didn't.
I send you a kiss :]

bah forget it nothing said before was true

I am someone who waits for yr replies.
Since I met you here I am not living anymore...
You have no idea my friend...
I don't think you know me anyway

how were this story goes in love?
what do you mean?

you still didn't say who you are...

yes... it started with fear and because of this feeling you wanted to defence yourself
and started because of that to attack me.....
back to one of my first poems,the question is the intention, you went in fear
so you gave me a hard upfuck... (how were the story goes in love?..)

everytime I remind me:
there is no love in fear and
there is no fear in love...
maybe this illumination is also for you..

but now you're out of the circle of fear and flow in love so:
welcome home

Admit you're having fun of me Veronique.
You know know know I love you way way way more!!!

And then, I am not sure I did it intentionally either

Then, when you say I hurt you intentionally, it is because of fear/self-defence.

I know I am happy but it's like scary movie in the same time.
As I told you, distance make it all so charming and nice,
and the debate between now and never is the soundtrack of my life.
But I do not think it is really depending on me.
It is then a feeling I have got.
I can see coincidences everywhere, but...and if they are only coincidences?
I forcedly have to crash with reality, and I must see the reality.
But then, I have got your words, I thank God and so it crashes my world.

<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6RDZwiMASU" title="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6RDZwiMASU">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6RDZwiMASU</a>

WHY
because I can't say it for sure

WHERE
I have many answers:
in my heart, dreams, europe, here

or

nowhere
except here

wanted to remark the difference between us:
I hurt you accidently
and you did it intentional

Why don't you tell mewhere did I meet you?

ok..
first let's forget "home" we have different associations

WHAT hurt you so much? you never told me. and I cannot imagine.
I cannot answer your question why not to hurt me.
yes do it, you can, you are able and.. you want.. so the question goes back, why not?
I could say why I won't it but.. that's not the question..

I won not even nothing. no love no honesty no respect no nothing. that's true.
unfortunately.
hm maybe I won sadness but I had really(!) enough in my life of that so.. nothing new...

don't understand this
"You know better than me that yr house will forever be no less that 100 Km when we are the nearest ever been"
and just can comment : I KNOW NOTHING

entendido??

What you call circle
I call it correspondence
I don't want to say good bye to you.
EVEN IF I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
You can change my mood very much.
You have just spoiled my "supposed to be relaxed" night.
I stayed home. But don't think I regret it.
You know better than me that yr house will forever be no less that 100 Km when we are the nearest ever been.
Why should I ever think not to hurt you?
When I feel you hurt me as much as I couldn't wish to my worst enemy?
You get the truth from me, I think you can notice a world separating us too.
It is easy to play games when you begin and you have won from before the start.
The ironic thing is that we may both be mistaken.
I am at home already here (where I am, not the virtual way)
I live my home everyday, I don't have to go home.
If you are able to experiece this the way you do. It is all clear to me.
But as I told you I accept it, why don't you?
But something brings me back, and I have to consider you have yr life too.
And, for what I can, I respect it a lot, and I hope not to walk on the rest

I have come full circle with you
you don't want to go out and I don't want to stay in anymore
we will just repeat..

my goodbye present is the movie "where the wild things are"
my door is open if you want to be out of the circle and come home

and then, have you ever come?

ok go

ok go

ok go

to say " if you hurt me, I will try my best to hurt you too" is my reason to go

why are you overwhelmed?

Ok let's admit you are unfair because in the end you always let me do more in comparison with what you do. And pls let me say it is unfair, again.
But, and I don't know why, I sort of mh let's say bored, yeh ok let's say it and so, again I will entertain you for a while with my words, because I know that makes you happy.
Well I know...let's say I think.
Sooo hum...having discovered that you are criminal, it's not a relief, let me say.
BUT, I also think that all criminals can get their redemption, and that is why I am giving you this magnificent chance to interact with me (virtually) in order for you to get stronger and may I say a good guy/ girl.
It will be very very hard but through diligence and time, I know it can be.
I sort of get the reason why you reply to this, and this is ok, I accept it.
I will entertain you sometimes, when you want, when I want and when there is possibility to.
At the end I will publish this, hoping to make a lot of money out of this book which will be titled virtual red.
And then I will finally not to have to go work hard everyday because I will be super rich, thanks to you.
We are all interested in something. Do you think I am not?
Darling, if you hurt me, I will try my best to hurt you too.
Thought I don't want to hurt too hard, I.
I also wonder again if have we ever met, your way looks so hum not familiar but previously known. Is that possible?
Lot of hugs Veronique!

i'm overwhelmed...........

see me now sorry......

It is clear you're acting silly, it must be very easy for YOU.
That saying I love you here I loved you there, chokes with yr acts, BUT, I will just pretend it is not so, because I want to. Where did I see you sorry?

one sentence isn't enough to understand what you mean...
won't you explain? hm? hm?

We do not have to confuse love with this.

I would never feel that you were in your evolution behind me

I would never think you were stupid and then laugh about you

"boring" doesn't exist in my world as "guilty" doesn't exist

as I talked about my stool it wasn't related to your words

interpretation is a big field..

I cried many times because of this conversation but all ways I loved you

ok let's get out of here.
Afterall I am not the one who is able to understand you, unfortunately...

I know I hurt you with my words....please forgive...it was never(!) my intention, hope you believe.
it's hard to explain why it took place..

I know it seems a bit paradoxical, my actions, feelings and so on
just can say, we had many misunderstandings, maybe to another time it will be clearer for you... and for me too!

and... if you would say you want to see, I would search, not because I think it would be good to read such a horror story, just an only for getting out the mistrust.
its very important to have a honest base....very....really!

and

love both songs.............

<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uPVT0GboK8" title="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uPVT0GboK8">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uPVT0GboK8</a>

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